Wednesday, November 4, 2009

weird...

I have been infertile for so long that i never knew i would be something else. Now i am pregnant..i feel like a fake or fraud. My friend calls it a pregnant infertile.. I just feel so weird. I cant look at baby clothes or maturity clothes. I cant look at babies r us.. i have talked baby named a little with the hubs. I havent told many people. I am afraid something bad will happen.

I hope i feel better after i see my baby friday.

2 comments:

cyberrblue said...

I know I told you elsewhere but I'll say it again here. You aren't weird. And you are not alone. I went through the same thing and even now I'm having a hard time shopping for baby clothes, and Derek needs some...

Sam and Kerry said...

I think it is normal. I'm not pregnant but just the thought of shopping for the baby stuff just seems hard... like there is so many "hard" memories attached to it. I think its normal and you are not weird. Having someone call you a pregnant infertile is just wrong. How rude.