I am many things..a wife. a foster mom.a daughter.sister to an angel.proud aunt.infertile.vegetarian. friend.American.photographer.lover of life. I am proud of the positive impact i have made in the life of the children who have come into my home and life I am proud that my husband serves this country. I am blessed with the best friends on Earth.
Monday, August 4, 2008
how have i changed?
So... when we first started TTC (trying to concieve) we where so happy... each time i didnt start my period on day 30 i would test... and of course the answer was always the same.... Negative... and then in May 2005 got a positive.... and we where so happy ... we called everyone... and told everyone and then i miscarried... i use to get so excited to test just hoping for a postive and now i dread testing.... i wish someone would have told me i would waste more money testing then anything else... i have been poked and stuck and pushed on and my cervix has been abused and still no baby... well i got another negative today... so ill start meds to induce my period... and we will try one more time before we move....
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3 comments:
Good luck this cycle. I hope you get your BFP before you move. I think it would make moving not as painful. :)
Good luck hun! Keep up the blogging, it can be very therapeutic!
Mindy
Hey! I just saw your post on CO so I thought I would drop you a line.
as a fellow army wife AND IF'er...I'll try and keep up with ya.
If you'd like my blog is
Living a New Life...
www.learningagain.wordpress.com
Let me know if you need anything!
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